Monday, March 19, 2007 ;
7:51 PM
Its official. The 2nd intake class posting was out today. And it was damn freaking disappointing. None of my cg mates who took back the same combi now are in the same class with me. NONE. Sigh. This just sucks big time. As such, i was in a pretty bad and grumpy mood throughout the whole day. Though i had expected her to be in a different class from me, i thought that i will be in the same class again with at least a few of them who didnt do as well as her. But. This wasnt the case afterall. I guess thats that then. Nothing can be changed anymore. Just hafta accept the fact that this is final and thats nothing i can do about it. Sigh. Although the first 3 months was short, i had a really enjoyable time just being with you guys. Samantha, Alicia, Chelza, Michelle, Xingyi, Tammy, Ruiqi, Quanjun, Joel, Sherwin, Jiahan and the rest of cg07s26, lets keep in touch even after we split classes k. Lets not forget the times we talk cock in the cafe, looking at guys -.-" and gerls too, playing cards together ( though we got caught =x ), playing basketball =D, and the few fun cg outings that we had. =) Lastly, wish ya all the best for the upcoming terms as it aint gonna be so laidback compared to what you guys had experienced during the first intake. Study hard yeah! Take care and cya peeps around school =)
every day is a new day :)
Sunday, March 18, 2007 ;
12:40 AM
I FINISHED WATCHING 119 EPISODES OF BLEACH IN 5 DAYS! WOOO =x
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Friday, March 09, 2007 ;
1:32 PM
I HATE MY NEW HAIR!
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Friday, March 02, 2007 ;
5:50 AM
Guys, this will be a really boring and dry post so bear with me alright? To all those who know me, u will know that i suffer from terrible puking sensations and stomachache every single morning. ( thats the main reason why my face is always so black and dao on the bus on the way to school as it aint easy trying to maintain a normal face while im controlling myself from actually puking on the bus ) I always had stomachpain problems since i was young but it was only up till the recent 2-3 yrs that i began to suffer from puking spells almost every morning. At first, i dismiss it as being car-sick or bus-sick as i had to endure a long 50 mins bus ride to school every morning. But lately, even as i woke up early in the morning, the puking spells are already there. And this year, it had worsen to the point that i can even feel like puking throughout the whole day. Throughout these years, i didnt have the guts to see a doctor and seek professional help as i didnt want to know if i had something real bad like cancer or something. But today, my mum finally pursuaded me to go and c a doctor and for once, i wanna know once and for all, what the heck is wrong with me exactly?I'd always thought "aiyah, get cancer then cancer luh, its no big deal anw. Everyone has to die in life. Its just a case of whether u die earlier or later." I guess this is largely because i dont really have any concrete dreams in life which i can possibly fight on. But as i lie down on my bed just now and ponder over what may the doctor say later, i realise how much i didnt want to die now. This year had been a really good year for me, despite being a retainee and all, at least my classmates treated me as an equal and not as some retainee freak or something. Although we do not know each other for a really long period of time, it had been great just hanging around with you guys, gambling, going out ( just 2 times) and just sitting around loooking at j2 guys in the canteen. ha. I do not know at this point of time if i had made an impact in you guys life, but to me, you guys had certainly made an impact in my life, be it small or big. So far in my very short life, i'd always been an introvert and find it extremely hard to mix around or open up myself to people as i simply lack the self confidence to do so. So to be able to open up to you people from my class in like less than a month had been a really big achievement for me. IF the doctor comments later turn out to be really negative, and i dont have long to live, the people i will miss most will certainly be you guys. IF i had the chance to choose how long i can live, i would really want to live for at least till the end of this year, and have the chance to really get to know you guys much better. Alright. Im off to c the doc in like 1 hour time. Wish me luck alright? Wish that it wont be anything too serious. =((( Sorry for typing such a emo post. I really needed somewhere i can rant and grumble about. Thanks =(
every day is a new day :)
