every day is a new day

Saturday, October 28, 2006 ;

9:43 PM

Its really hard for me to get to used to things in my life and once i get used to it, its extremely hard for me to let go.

Sigh.

Its too late for regrets now, but still, i cant help wondering what will it be like if i studied real hard for that month and manage to get myself promoted. Maybe i wont be in such a dilemma now. Oh well, i gotta get my act together, and mug a little during this hols. I will make up for the time lost by working real hard next yr! yeah!!! wish me luck people. I need it =D

~toodles

every day is a new day :)

Friday, October 27, 2006 ;

11:43 PM

" Have you ever look at a picture of yourself and see a stranger in the back ground?
It makes you wonder how many strangers has pictures of you.

How many moments of other people lives we had been in,
Were we a part of someone's life when their dreams came true?
Or were we there when their dreams died.

Did we keep trying to get in like we are somehow destined to be there?
Or did the shot took us by surprise.

Just think, You could be a big part of someone's life
And not even know it. "

Beautiful yet haunting phrases of words aint it? =)

every day is a new day :)

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8:28 AM

Yesterday was 26th of Oct, the last day of school. School was boring as usual and the class had a class outing right after school and it was with the usual clique I always hang out with =) We headed down to food for lunch and we went to cine to catch our movie " Death or Alive". And the movie sucks. Shant elaborate about the details but for those people who expects a decent plot while watching your show, DOA isn't the movie for you. Throughout the whole movie, it was all fighting, fighting AND fighting. zZZ. As quoted from nigel who was half snoring beside me, " I could have slept through the whole movie" lawl =x After the movie, we went straight home as we were all toooooooooo exhausted. But nevertheless, the outing was great and I had fun =D

Its final. I had been retained. It didn't came as a surprise to me as I simply didn't put in enough effort and time into studying for all my exams. No matter how hard I try to push myself to study, there simply wasn't enough motivation to push me forward.

Many people came up to me and almost all told me that I had wasted 1 wholeeeeeeeeee year where I could been studying in poly or even promoted to j2 if i had studied hard enough.
But to all those people who told me that, you are wrong =) Throughout this whole year, I experienced many ups and downs. This year would have been a whole year wasted if it wasn't for my class, 06s28 =) .

For me, o6s28 is the best class I had ever been in. Throughout the year, we had our fair share of arguments, "fights" but we also had our fun, joy and laughter together. This was the first time I had felt so accepted in the class, and felt that I am a part of this class. Thanks to all of u guys who had made my stay in the class so enjoyable.

To the guys,

Zhentang: You are always the joker of the class. Constantly smiling and joking. I will never forget your cold jokes and pick up lines and the times we laughed together over the lamest joke ever. =)

Nigel: When I first know you, I though you were extremely tactless with your words as such you offended many people in the class by your words. But as I get to know u better, I found out that you aint tat bad after all. Your tactlessness is just the result of you being honest and straightforward in whatever u think or say, which is good as theres no need to hide anything from you when I am sharing stuff with you as I know that I will get your very blunt but hopefully helpful suggestions. Study hard for the next year alright? You know u can achieve better results than what u are scoring now =)

Matthew: Among all the guys in the class, you are the closest to me. ( sorry for sounding gay =x ) We shared problems relating crushes, girlfriends, friends, studies. You are 1 of the most good natured guy I know and I dont think I ever seen you blow your top throughout this whole year. I will definitely miss the times when we point out any hot girls in school and discuss openly about what makes tat girl so hot. HAHAHA. =D Dont forget to ask me out for mahjong sessions even after i leave the class k? =)

Joshua: Honestly, I was rather reluctant to befriend you as I had heard of many rumours and stuff about u from my other friends who knew u during the first 3 months. But luckily for me, I didnt really bothered about those rumours as I wanted to know for sure what kind of guy u really are. And boy, am I glad that u proved me wrong. You are a great guy to hang around with and thanks for listening to the craps I had to say outloud after a shitty day in school. =D

Vincent: I dun really know you that well yet because of certain misunderstandings that went on in the class throughout almost this whole year. But I find that u are a okay guy just like any other guys in the class. I hope u will have a better time next year with the class.

To the some of the girls.

Munling: Among all the girls in the class, I am the closest with you. =) Thanks for being there for me all the time to lend a listening ear to all my troubles. Thanks for simply being there when I needed someone to be there for me. Gf, Some things in life there wasnt meant to be yours, will never be. You got to look ahead and forget about the past alright? In that way u will be a much happier person. Cherish the happy times and forget all the unhappy times alright? =)

Meifang: PMS! hahahaha =) You are one of the fittest girl i know and your stamina can even beat some of the guys in the class. Like matthew, you have the mildest temper and i never once seen u lose your temper in class. And your non-stop giggling when u are drunk is so damn hilarious man. Stay jovial and cheerful always okay? =)

QIJUN: LOL. You are 1 of the funniest girl in the class and I had never failed to laugh at your crazy antics and outbursts in the class. Even a slight twitch on your face, or just putting your hands on your waist in a " I am SOOOOO PISSED" manner just sent the class into uproars of laughter all the time. hahahahaa. Things that u said such as when u were drunk, "where got bouncer so skinny 1!", "I gonna call my dad to sue you!", "bouncer, i gonna bounce u around!", and "yi tong looks like goooooong what!" will always be rememebered by me =p

Jasmin: ahahaha...you are the joker of the class just like zhentang. Your madass actions, and laughter never failed to lighten up the class when the lessons gets too dry and boring. And 1 thing i have to mentioned is that, your basketball skills are imbal man! XD Continue to strive hard in basketball and dont forget to study hard too k? =)

Jolyn: Bangra! hahahahaha...thanks for always being there to listen to what i have to say. =) i will never forget the silly faces that u like to flash at me or should i say to everyone in the class. hahaha...Cya in the same class next yr =)

To Belinda, Zhang cheng, Xiuhui, Eunice, Zhiqi, Wanling, Theresa, Clara, Zhien, Wanling, Christel, Fadilah and Yingjia. Thanks for simply being part of my life in the class. I will never forget all of you girls =)

Miss sunarfa: I dont really wanna get into trouble all the time. Just that, i dunnoe why trouble always comes knocking on my door. I noe this isn't a very good excuse for getting into troubles with all the teachers. But i will never ever give u any trouble anymore so yeah. Sorry for putting my shit into your shit hole k. lawls. =D

This year had been a very eventul and fulfilling year for me. Even up till this point of time, i never really regretted not studying hard for this whole year. But the one thing that will haunt me for a very very very long time is being unable to progress together with the class to j2 next yr. sigh. I guess this will be the biggest ever regret in my life. But no matter where i am, which class i may be next yr, 06s28 will be the greatest class ever. Although my name will be erase from the class register next yr, and perhaps as time to come, i may be forgotten as a former member in the class, but all the beautiful memories i had of this class, all the memorable times i spent with the class will forever be etched deep in my heart. Thanks a million guys. Good luck for your A levels next year. Take care. =)))

every day is a new day :)

Sunday, October 22, 2006 ;

11:36 PM

OMG WTF BBQ!!! my beloved friendster account since 2005...HAS MYSTERIOUSLY VANISHED! I was trying to log into my friendster account as usual, BUT I JUST CANT SEEM TO LOG IN EVEN AFTER SEVERAL TRIES. FUCK IT MAN. ARGGG! All my testimonials, friends, messages...man, i am praying real hard that i will be able to log into my friendster account the next morning. OR ELSE...AHHHHHHHHH! nvm...what a way to end of a sunday night. Sorry for posting such a agasty first blog post. But i just had to vent out my frustrations. Good luck for all those people having their oral presentation dry run tomorrow. Good night everbody.

every day is a new day :)

Friday, October 20, 2006 ;

9:22 PM

Testing Testing

every day is a new day :)